Would he and mom be together? Would she be happy? Would our family be happy? Would I be sitting here while the guys watch a movie, here in cold and barren Texas? Would I have gotten afraid? Or would I still be fearless? Would I ever have been fearless? I have so many questions, and no way to answer them, and yet I know this curiosity will be quenched someday, I just want to know when. I wonder what life would have been like if he was still here. God, do you have my dad? Is he with you, or is he lost forever, and my imagined reunion doomed to never come? Please, hold him, for me, if nothing else. A grandmother always has time for you, even if the rest of the world is busy. A grandmaвЂ™s name is little less in love than is the doting title of a mother. She remembers all of your accomplishments and forgets all of your mistakes. Maybe that's cynical, and disrespectful of his memory, but it really is a worry of mine. A grandma is warm hugs and sweet memories.

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Sometimes I wonder if he even made it to heaven, if he actually got saved before he died or if that was just something he did to appease my grandmother after getting mom pregnant again. Nwa, also read Ngua, is the mother goddess of Chinese mythology, the sister and wife of. I wonder if he ever made a request on our behalf, on behlf of his kids, or if that's even possible. Then while cleaning my closet I found my maternal grandmotherвЂ™s obituary card from her funeral and an old newspaper article about that I saved. (PDF/Book)->Read Sit Down to Rise Up: How Radical Self-Care Can Change the.

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